姐弟恋

突然之间。。

好想和小弟弟谈场恋爱 ~❤~

单单纯纯的。。。

简简单单的。。。

我不要他送我贵重的礼物。。

因为心意最重要且无法代替 ~❤~

我不要他花钱哄我开心。。

因为我更期待他亲手写的情信 ~❤~

我不在乎他是否有钱。。

因为我更在乎他有多爱我 ~❤~

我可以什么都不要。。

因为只要有他在，我就拥有全世界 ~❤~

我在乎他的功课。。

因为那是他将来的筹码，未来的保证 ~❤~

我可以等他。。

因为值得等待的爱情，是不会过期的 ~❤~

所以，和我谈恋爱可以不花钱。。

但是要花心思 ~❤~

不要以为物质可以满足我。。

因为，钱我可以自己赚。。

不要不理我。。

因为我会寂寞，会孤单，会胡思乱想。。

不要以为我很坚强。。

因为我很脆弱，所以才想要依靠你。。

不要叫我学会独立。。

因为当我能够独立的时候，你就不再是必需品了。。

不要敷衍我。。

因为我宁愿单身也不想被冷落。。

我的心，太敏感了。。

容易被影响。。

也容易受伤害。。

容易被感动。。

也容易受重伤。。

了解我的人。。

知道我很胆小。。

自以为了解我的人。。

误以为我很坚强。。

但是，我只是一个穿上了一层又一层保护衣的女生。。。

防止被伤害。。

防止被利用。。

而已。。。。。。

期待与“你”相遇♥

今天。。

有点想“你” ~♥~。。

“你”会在哪里呢？？

“你”在干嘛？？

“你”睡得好吗？？

“你”有饿肚子吗？？

“你”有遇到好事吗？？

最重要的，“你”有在想我吗？？

有没有期待我们相遇的那天呢？？

有没有预测我们相遇的情景呢？？

我，真的很想遇见“你” ~♥~

很想抱着你 ~♥~

很想牵着你的手 ~♥~

很想把头轻轻的靠在你在肩上 ~♥~

很想轻声地在你耳边说 “想你” ~♥~

朋友问我“你想恋爱吗？”

我说“当然想啊！”

“那么，你喜欢怎样的男生呢？”

“我不知道。。”

我真的很想谈恋爱。。

可是，不想随便的把自己交给一个人。。

因为，宁缺勿滥。。

爱上了，就会痛。。

所以，“你”要想清楚了，再来喜欢我哦。。

不然，我的爱就会变得太沉重。。

把你压得喘不过气。。

所以，在遇到“你”之前。。

我会耐心等待 ~♥~

毕竟，对的人要在对的时间点出现 ~♥~

请“你”也要等我 ~♥~

在我作好准备的。。

准备好好的爱你 ~♥~

真的很想“你” ♥♥♥

want to tell you "I love you"

I want to tell you...

I Love You ♥♥♥

this post will be a secret post...

I sure YOU will not view it no matter present and also future...

but...

I hope YOU will notice this....

it is because I want YOU to know my actual feeling....

no lie, no pretend don't know, no skip and ignore, and no hide behind a wall...

I think...

know YOU and pay attention on YOU is started at diploma year one semester three...

close with YOU and know more about YOU is started at diploma year two semester one...

that time, YOU always go out having lunch with us...

that time, YOU, me plus other two girl...

at the same time, gossip about us spread out....

at the same time, YOU slowly come into my heart....

we always stick together...

when YOU appear in somewhere else, I will appear at that area too...

because we are friend, we got same friend, we are in a group....

YOU like to say something that make me confuse and misunderstand...

YOU like to joke with me and ask my opinion about yourself...

then......

I like YOU.....

but I tell YOU......

it already become past tense after graduate...

I think I can treat YOU as friend and push you out of my heart....

I think I can forget the feeling and ignore it....

but...

I still will feel nervous when facing YOU...

I still no dare to talk with YOU when there are only YOU and me...

now I realize that...

I still like YOU....

but will not telling YOU...

just keep it as a big secret in my heart....

if I brave enough..

I will calling YOU yesterday which mean 5 October 2011...

telling YOU...

it not pass tense...

it is present tense....

and I ♥ YOU...

but...

I also know that...

YOU would not love me...

because I am not your cup of tea...

if I tell YOU..

my true feeling...

that will be the time..

I choose to stop loving YOU....

now...

just maintain it....

hope that other will not realize it.....

21 years old...

just pass my 21 years old birthday .....

if you ask me...

are you happy?

I will answer, if I don't know the actual thing that happen, then I will be more happy....

why you say so?

it is because, the arrangement and planning of the birthday are not suit to me....

I just want a simple birthday...

eat together with friends, chat with them, sing a birthday song and eat the birthday cake..

then I will fell happy and satisfy...

but, the planning totally out of my expectation and I can't control the situation....

what you feel after it?

I am appreciate...

I want say thank you from them....

although they are not really know my need....

I know they want me feel happy and have a unforgettable birthday...

so, I show a happy face in front of them...

I act to make them happy...

I do smtg that I never do before and also will not do in future...

if they happy, then everything are success...

at the end, that not my birthday...

that just a show...

and luckily it end story...^^
I really want everyone happy...

because, I will feel happy at the same time...

finally......

finally.....

consider...

settle....

hope that...

nothing will be change...

hope that..

everything will be alright...

hope that...

everyone will be happy...

hope that...

I will be the one happy until the end..

just a question....

why I will have this kind of experience???

why my 21 year old birthday will become like this???

I just want a simple and happy birthday..

but....

I regret...

if I don't pass this birthday..

I will not have trouble...

I no need to stress and pressure for few days..

this birthday...

really unforgettable...

but....

I hope it will not happen again...

I am scare...

I am worry...

all run out of my plan...

all out of my expectation...

but...

finally...

it will end at Tuesday...

and hope that...

it will not happen something at Wednesday....

I just want as simple as possible....

really....

this will be my wish ^^

UniFi ♥

waiting for ♥ UniFi ♥ ...

what is the time you come to set up at my place??

my "Yes" already no credit de.. = =

sweat 0.O..

hope that you will come as soon as possible ..

haha...^^

now.......

I be the thief that stolen my hostel streamyx..

I using that unpaid...

hehe...

so....

UniFi, you must come faster...

I don't want be thief...

maybe...@@

hear something out of my mind..
but still can accept it..
because I know it will happen when we are young...
when we are not mature..
sure will do something crazy..
do something before careful thinking..
so....
this is a good excuse for a mistake..
I will forgive someone who talk nonsense..
I will forgive someone who make other feel uncomfortable...
I will forgive someone who act stupid...
I will forgive someone who hurt me before..
because they are young and at the same time...
me also young...
just hope that...
everything will be alright...
don't always remember the bad thing..
our life still got wonderful thing that waiting for us...
am I right??
so, I will start to keep in mind all the happiness..
and let the sad thing, person and word pass by...
and kick them out of my life...

"small" people but happy ♥ ♥

someone say,"writing blog can earn money."

are they lie??

or it is a real thing???

I dunno, because I haven't earn money after writing a blog..

hahahahaha..♥ ♥

maybe I not a famous people..

maybe I haven't know by other..

maybe I just a "small" people in the world compare to other..

hehehe...♥ ♥

so, as a "small" people...

I must follow other "big" people..

I must find a "small" places to hide myself..

I must be friends with "big" people to make me become bigger..

hehe..♥ ♥

actually, be a "small" people also not bad..

"big" people will protect me in difficult time..

"big" people will be the one that responsible to the result..

"big" people will be the one who make the important decision..

if "big" people make mistake, other will feel disappointed..

but, "small" people make a wrong decision and big mistake, other will say,"don't worry and give up, just try your best next time!"..

haha...♥ ♥

so, I am happy to be a "small" people forever ♥ ♥